I resumed painting about a year ago, after a 30-year hiatus, as both an excerise in personal creativity and asa form of relaxation. I try to paint something at least once a week, but due to my travel schedule today was the first time I’ve pulled out the paints in almost a month.
I completed one piece and worked on two others. Clearly I needed to relax after so much recent travel.
I enjoy painting and although I’ve completed many pieces in recent months, I’ve yet to paint using my own “eye,” instead of creating my new works through the lens of other artists whose work I admire. This frustrates me at times because I can’t seem to paint exactly the image I have in my head. I have the technical ability, I’m just disatisfied with the final outcome when compared to my vision.
I suppose it takes time to paint without the topic and style being influenced by others. Until then, nothing I create, although uniquely mine, will be truly unique.
It seems to me the same could be said about the life I’m living.
Now, what to do about it…